Dad, I'm so sorry. I love you dad. I didn't mean what I said when we talked. I didn't know what I meant when we talked.

Do you know I loved you dad? Do you know I miss you dad? If you did, then why did you have to go like that?

I didn't even get to say goodbye. I wish we talked more, I wish I could've done something, or said something.

Seeing you there all I could think was that if I shook you hard enough you'd just wake up. But you didn't dad. You were so cold.

I miss you dad, i never got to say goodbye